I started thinking about breaking into my own fantasy swamp. Because it was an environment where nothing has changed even if I had been spending it like this until then. I came up with the idea of coming to the exit of society and following my youth age from "behind".
Perhaps every political activist had appeared until the 20th century. And they ran too far in their spirit,The World Spirit. I think we should rebuild from around 1848 in Europe. The Enlightenment of spirit should teamed up with the poet again from the crucible of thought.
We must create eternal charm and reason. To recreate things "with dignity of the universe instead of money" that avoids being obsessed with violence in a hurry. We have to come up with the reason to crawl up from the bottom of our soul. And therefore I will decide to get out of the current situation.
I feel a faint sprout of power in my body. This is something I haven't felt since I was this old. I wrote it down because I wanted to find out, but I also have a desire to write something "in it."
I feel a little bit of a feeling that I can't stop when I write it out. It may be said that it is a feeling that "I want to be crazy if I write down the good things that move my heart." I don't know the cause.
It suddenly came up. I was in my car in the parking lot of a supermarket in the evening. I noticed that feeling because the scenery around me felt more alive than usual. It seemed like a relaxed state, like a moment between work when I was a salaried worker.
It was a strange feeling, like going back in time. At that time, I was vaguely thinking about where I was going and where I was going.
I became a character in a movie and entered the landscape, and started a different life from what I am now... I am still young. Up until now, looking back on my youth, I remembered a scene I had forgotten. It was me in the past.
But what I feel now is that unlike my past self, I'm about to encounter a scene where I haven't experienced anything. I am completely another me. It is my new life. 、、、
It was. she remembered I have also written on this blog. English. I remembered setting the wild goal of becoming a different persona in English.
Since then, I have been concentrating on translating Japanese into English. I tried to match myself with the author of the Japanese text as much as possible. I thought it was my own words, and I was trying to feel that the English answers were my own English.
Thanks to that practice, my mind may have changed a little. But so far the guy is Japanese because he looks like me. His occupation seems to be something like a detective.
It seems that there are several informants who are also familiar with society behind the scenes. If he is a detective, he should have a client, but he doesn't know who the man is. There are many people in between and it is made not to know who is. Well, what kind of requests are coming?
